Sometimes it is easy to get caught up in the past so much that it consumes and leaves no room for development and progression. It is a cliché; however, the past belongs in the past. I seem to find myself locked in the past. No matter how much I regret and sorrow I feel will not change things. I know it was decreed for me by the most High, Allah; however, this only gives me comfort regarding things I had no control of. However, choices I made and the lack of actions from my side is something I can’t seem to put it behind me. So much regret yet one would think I have learnt not to make the same mistakes.
I cannot keep shifting the blame on others now that I am adult. The choices I make now are no one’s but mine. The past is supposed to make one stronger and determined not to leave one so caught up it is hard to see past the past.
I hope that this year I truly grow up and concentrate on the present.
